Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Lost Time Is NEVER Found.


At this very second I have found myself in a mood of mixed feelings. I am upset with certain people, I am angry at others, and I'm depressed about my everyday agenda. Through this I have come to the conclusion that certain people aren't worth me getting in bad moods for. I hate feeling like this, but as of lately I feel like I have been stuck in a snowstorm of abominable animosity. I don't know how to dig myself out I try and try but the walls keep collapsing in on me again and again. I need some kind of divine intervention or some sort of guidance. I'm going to get out of this rut if it's the last thing I do. I will claw my way out of that darn snowstorm inch by inch if necessary. I can do it, but when is the question.

3 comments:

  1. Justin, please believe me when I say that you're making this harder than it has to be. But you won't understand until you do it for yourself. So good luck :)

    ps: you're awesome.

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  2. I know I just can't seem to ever be in a good mood anymore, and then when I get in one something happens and ruins it, it's life but I don't like it. And thanks you're not so bad yourself lol

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  3. You should read A New Earth by Eckhart Toll :) I got Brit, Joe, and Abelle to read it and they loved it, I think you would too! It might help you with your predicament. Haha, thanks j, i know how hard it must have been for you to say such a thing ;)

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